Don't know why. Nobody is angry with me, nothing seems to go wrong now, but somehow I feel empty. My student used to complain with me that she feels lonely and I would always encourage her to be independent and there is no need to care for other people's feelings. But now, am I feeling lonely too? Feels like sharing my thoughts with someone, but it's difficult to speak out.

Sighs. Why is it that there is no motivation left in me to study? Sometimes, I wonder whether it is due to my failure in A levels. No longer trust my ability in exams. Really, I should have bounced back and snapped out of it by now.