These days, I am feeling more lost and out of guard.

It's as if I have never done anything that is pleasing to myself.

Somehow things don't work out.

Maybe I should grab the chance to see the world. The world is still so big and there are so much out there to learn and experience.

Was overwhelmed by the feeling of ignorant yesterday. Perhaps I read too much into what he said. But I just can't help but ask myself.. what is it that makes him think of me in such a way. It must be my manner of speech and the way I carry myself.

There are so much things I wish I was.

But I am just myself.